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  “Thanks, Alec Junior. And by the way, I told him the next time he corrected me, I was going to stun gun his balls.”

  “Carmen might object to that.”

  Kat laughed, a clear sound he hadn’t heard in far too long. “Carmen likes me. Though maybe not enough to forgive me for assaulting her husband, even if he does have it coming.”

  He flashed her a grin. “Something tells me she’d stop you, no matter how fond she is of you.”

  “Uh-huh. Won’t stop me from doing the same to you.”

  The words may have been a threat, but they made him think of her tugging at his belt, passionate fire lighting her eyes. “I’ll keep that in mind.”

  “Good.” Laughter subsided, but the strangling awkwardness didn’t return. After a moment Kat sighed.

  “I missed this. Laughing. You always made me laugh.”

  “You laughed at me. That is not the same thing.”

  “You did your share of laughing, too.”

  “Well, it was only fair.”

  “Yeah.” She lapsed into silence.

  They drove for a few miles, and Andrew tried again. “Derek seems happy.”

  “He is. He’s so happy I don’t have shields strong enough to block it out.” She sounded satisfied—and a little sad. “He and Nicole have crazy epic love. I think epic love is an epidemic. Seems like everyone’s coming down with a case of it.”

  And it left her feeling lonely. Her isolation prickled at his heart and conscience. “Always when they least expect it. That’s something, anyway. It could happen to anyone.”

  He caught her looking at him out of the corner of his eye, but she turned away too fast. “I’m not sure empaths are cut out for epic love. Not the strong ones. It’s not really all that safe.”

  Another elephant, this one ten times bigger than the specter of Anna. “It doesn’t have to be too dangerous either.”

  “Yeah, maybe not.” It was too fast and too bland to be remotely convincing, and she must have known it. “How far to Mobile?”

  “Another hour or so. Maybe less.”

  “I should check my email. See if Ben’s found anything else. He’s a technopath—they’re pretty fucking rare, which means no one really knows how to protect against them.”

  She had her hair up, and when she leaned forward it exposed a complicated pattern of dark ink on the back of her neck. He reached out before he thought about it, brushing his thumb over the tattoo. “When did you get this?”

  Goose bumps rose under his hand, and she shivered, her breath catching in a soft gasp he might not have heard if he’d still been human. “Six months ago. I went to the Ink Shrink.”

  “You did not.”

  “Did so.” Her T-shirt shifted as she reached for her netbook, proving that the ink continued down toward her shoulder blades. “I got it after I finished my thesis. My life needed punctuation. Or a chapter break.”

  “Or a tattoo.” He’d been to see the Shrink himself, several times over the past year. “What’s it mean?”

  “Hell if I know.” She sat back fast enough to dislodge his hand. “He twisted a little magic into it for me, and you don’t get to pick those. They pick you, whatever that means.”

  “I get it.” He certainly hadn’t wanted a giant flaming bird across his back, no matter what the Shrink said about his totem animal being a phoenix instead of a wolf. “The damn man pretty much puts whatever he wants on you.”

  “I suppose shapeshifters don’t have a lot of options. Derek said normal tattoos heal.”

  With the attack that had caused him to change, he’d gone from half-dead to prowling around in only a few hours. “That goes doubly so for me, I guess.”

  “So you have some? Tattoos, I mean.”

  She sounded interested in spite of her studiously casual tone, and he couldn’t help teasing her. “I’ve got a few, Kat. Want to see them?”

  Her cheeks turned pink. “No.”

  He didn’t blame her for lying. “Let me know if you change your mind.”

  The gesture she made was sufficiently rude to end the conversation, and she pointedly opened her computer. “Anything else you want me to look up before we get there?”

  “Yeah.” He gave her a mild smile. “What’s the architectural and combat history of the ship? I’m curious.”

  “You’re such a freak.” But fondness laced the words, and in a few seconds she’d pulled up a page and started to read. “The USS Alabama’s a South Dakota-class battleship…”

  She continued to talk, sometimes reading and sometimes paraphrasing, as they drove. Andrew listened, not so much to her words as to the flow of her voice, familiar and soothing.

  In an hour, they’d make it to Mobile. In two, if everything went exactly as planned, the meet would go down, and Kat would get her information. The problem was what he knew—and she did too, down past all her hope.

  Things never went exactly as planned.

  Chapter Three

  Andrew had been spending too much time with Alec.

  They arrived for the meeting early enough that Kat had every intention of waiting in the car while Andrew did whatever reconnaissance made him feel more secure. Instead she got dragged out into the crisp January air and glared at until she bundled up in her jacket, hat and scarf.

  Andrew, it seemed, had no intention of letting her out of his sight.

  The wind coming in off the bay didn’t bother him. He looked perfectly comfortable in his stupidly hot leather jacket, and glaring at his back wasn’t nearly as satisfying when she kept getting distracted wondering what sort of tattoos he might be hiding under his clothing.

  He’d offered to show her.

  Stupid, stupid, stupid. She was always stupid about Andrew, but she’d never seen him like this before.

  Focused. Intense. The humor and intelligence that she adored tempered by a dangerous edge. A couple of years ago she wouldn’t have liked that edge.

  A couple of years ago she hadn’t had edges of her own.

  He stopped outside the visitors’ center and shook his head. “I don’t like it.”

  “Don’t like what?” She glanced around at the sparse crowd, but nothing seemed out of place, and she’d locked her empathy up behind her tightest shields the second they’d stepped out of the car. “Is something wrong?”

  Instead of answering, he cursed and peered down at her. “Where exactly are we supposed to meet this woman?”

  The email hadn’t been specific, and her attempt to clarify had gone unanswered. “I don’t know. I assume she was planning on finding me. Or you. You’re not exactly unknown in supernatural circles.”

  “Right. Alec Junior.” Andrew turned in a slow circle. “It’s open, but not open enough. See how this building and the pavilion both block off this area by the waterfront?”

  She glanced at the pavilion, then turned and squinted toward the far end of the ship. “We could go wait down there by those planes or something? Or hell, back in the parking lot if you want. She’ll come to us.

  And if she doesn’t…”

  He hesitated. “If I had to pick a spot, it’d be back by the Vietnam War memorial. Not too much elevation, plenty of cover. But it’s almost a quarter-mile, and your contact might never find us.”

  Closing her eyes, Kat tried to consider the situation rationally. Possible information against acceptable risk. Not just risk to her, but risk to Andrew. His willingness to throw himself between her and danger had never been in doubt, after all. “You decide. I trust your instincts more than mine.”

  For a moment, he fairly trembled with energy and tension. Then he held out both hands. “Here’s fine.

  Just keep your eyes peeled, and if I tell you to hit the ground—”

  “Then I’ll kiss asphalt.” She blew out a breath and glanced around again. Not too many people seemed eager to brave the morning chill, but enough milled about that it might not be easy to spot one face in the crowd. “I learned a few new tricks from that hotshot English empa
th. If someone’s watching my back, I can pinpoint hot spots of specific emotions. Nerves, anger, whatever.”

  “How close?”

  For one moment she hesitated, her teacher’s words coming back to her. Strong psychics survive by keeping their abilities a secret. Unless you plan to find an employer so terrifying no one dares touch you, you’re safer if no one knows just how much you can do. Good advice, and she’d taken it to heart.

  But it was Andrew—and Andrew already knew. “I’ll have to concentrate to keep from getting hits all the way back to the Civic Center.”

  The corner of his mouth kicked up. “Good.” He pulled her closer with an arm around her shoulders, the pose deceptively casual, considering their conversation. “You don’t know anything about this group at all? What they’re after? If they like guns or magic?”

  “Derek and I always knew that she was messed up in psychic-cult shit, but I don’t even remember when I first found out. I heard my dad and Derek’s dad talking once…”

  The memory was fuzzy, painted in fear and worry that she’d later realized was coming from the adults.

  They hadn’t known she was nearby, listening, or they’d never have spoken so freely. “My uncle said the Gabriel women had a history of being powerful. It was a thing. Legacy. That’s why my mom wouldn’t change her name when she got married, and why she gave me hers. Being a Gabriel psychic was supposed to be a big deal.”

  He nodded slowly. “Guess we just have to be ready for anything.”

  Kat let her eyes drift shut and leaned into him. “I’m going to see if anyone around us is really nervous.

  Can you make sure I don’t topple over?”

  “I’ve got you.”

  Andrew was so tall that the back of her head rested easily against his shoulder, though she wasn’t particularly short. His body behind hers provided the perfect grounding, made it less of a challenge to find a quiet space inside her.

  Her teacher had talked about trances, but Kat had never liked that word. Trance summoned images of chanting and drug trips or, at the very least, serious and dedicated meditation. Finding a quiet place was more like daydreaming, something she’d always been good at.

  Of course, if settling into place was easy, preparing to scan the area was anything but. Dropping her shields in a sea of humans was asking for insanity, but a bit of concentration redirected the power, burning it through the sheer effort of changing the way she perceived emotions.

  The waking dream, Callum had called it. Temporary synesthesia, she’d retorted, annoyed by his fondness for shrouding everything in vague, mystical metaphor when science provided a serviceable definition.

  Whatever the trick was, it was useful. And disorienting. Five minutes later, she opened her eyes to find the world transformed. “Whoa.”

  Andrew’s hand closed on her shoulder, strong and sparking purple flecked with silver. “What is it?”

  If she turned around, she’d see him bathed in purple flames edged in inky black and glittering in the sun.

  Purple for strength, the silver of protective instincts and black for worry.

  “Colors,” she whispered, letting her gaze drift over the rainbow-shrouded crowd. “I see the emotions as colors when I do this.”

  “A pro might not be nervous or upset,” he murmured. “Bear that in mind as you look around, okay?”

  “Pros are your territory. I’m looking for a jumpy psychic.”

  “Then let’s hope that’s what we get.” He went back to scanning the sparse crowd.

  Kat did the same. Colors danced in the sunlight, some a thin mist, some so vivid they nearly obscured the person they surrounded. The first time she’d done this, Callum had taken her to the Skydeck at the Hilton. The idea of dropping her shields in the crowded business district had made her stomach flip-flop, but any hint of nerves disappeared in a rush of wonder when Poydras Street lit up in her own private light show.

  Not just Poydras, either. Spikes of emotion had twirled up for blocks in all directions. In the fall she’d gone back during some big football game and watched sports fanatics light up the sky above the Superdome with a thousand shades she didn’t even have names for.

  She didn’t have names for all of the colors surrounding her now, but she knew what they meant. Glossy red with marbleized black streaks around a nearby man showed intense stress, but the soft red cloud obscuring the couple half-hidden around the side of a building held sparkling glitters of gold so bright it made her heart ache. Passion, and giddy love.

  Plenty of emotions twisted around them, but nothing seemed unusual. Not until she turned and saw a column of thick, shiny black shooting up into the air, inky nothingness streaked with the ice blue of terror.

  Her body stiffened, and she leaned back into Andrew without thought, so fixated on the colors that she could barely see the person beneath them. “There.”

  He slid his arm around her. “The woman in the green?”

  “I can’t—” Breathe, Kat. Breathe. She slid her hand down and clutched the hard arm locked around her waist, letting the solid strength of him flow through her. Another deep breath and she managed to fight back the instinctive panic.

  If she’d opened her shields and felt this woman’s fear, she’d be on her hands and knees, puking up her breakfast. As it was, she could barely fight past the writhing colors to catch a glimpse of her face—a pretty face. Blonde and freckled, with clear blue eyes and a perfect complexion, like a beauty queen who’d slid gracefully into middle age. Only the nervous pinch of her lips ruined the idyllic picture, and even that was nothing compared to the seething turmoil hiding just beneath the surface.

  “She’s scared.” Kat kept the words to a whisper. Andrew’s shapeshifter hearing would pick them up easily enough, but no one else would be able to eavesdrop. “She’s so terrified I don’t know how she’s standing upright.”

  His jaw tightened, and he lifted her half off her feet. “Let’s go find out.”

  His body was an unyielding wall of heat at her back. She hadn’t been this close to him since the day he’d been changed, since he’d risen from near death and snatched her to him. Sometimes she’d close her eyes and remember how safe she’d felt in those first moments, clutched against his bare chest, the wildness of his new instincts curled around her with two needs. Keep. Protect.

  He’d chosen the latter. Protected her from his uncertain strength and the turmoil of his adjustment. That first day he’d hurt her, held her so tight she’d had bruises around her waist for weeks. Not this time. His arm didn’t move when she pushed at it, but there was a fine edge of control in his unwavering grip. “You can let go.”

  He did, immediately, dropping his hand to brush hers.

  After a moment she twined her fingers with his. A practical thing to do when the empathic vision might leave her wobbly, but it wasn’t practicality that made her heart skip like a teenager’s. “Let’s do this.”

  “Remember what I said,” he murmured. “If I give the word…”

  Then they were in deep shit. “I know.”

  The capitulation seemed to ease him, and he squeezed her hand.

  The woman didn’t look surprised by their approach. White-hot relief cut a swath through the cloud of fear for a few trembling seconds before they slowly began to cancel each other out.

  “You’re them,” she whispered. “Thank you, Jesus.”

  Andrew’s paranoia must have been contagious, because Kat felt too exposed. “I’m Katherine Gabriel.

  This is Andrew Callaghan. If you have requests for the Southeast council, you’ll have to ask him.”

  The blonde licked her lips nervously. “I—I don’t know how these things work.”

  “Why don’t you start off telling us what you know?” Andrew suggested.

  She laughed, the sound bordering on hysterical. “How much time do you have? I know too much, that’s the problem. I can’t hide forever, no matter how good I am at it. They’d find me eventually, so here I am.”
r />   Kat clutched at Andrew’s hand and braced herself. “You knew my mother?”

  The woman’s expression evened. “Yes. Yes, I knew your mother. We were part of the same—the same group.”

  Standing in the bright January sunlight, it was impossible to force the word cult past her lips. “Your email said you have information about the Gabriel family. It wasn’t just her?”

  A sliver of doubt spiked out from the woman. “They never told you.”

  Those words never heralded good news. “I know that being a Gabriel psychic was such a big deal to my mom, and I know we were both strong.”

  “And your grandmother and aunt, and all the women before them.”

  “So? Lots of people are strong.”

  “Not like the Gabriels.” The woman took a half-step back. “Not so strong it drives them—it—” Crazy.

  Andrew didn’t let her say it. “Enough. You said you had information.”

  He couldn’t protect her from everything. He sure as hell couldn’t protect her from whatever genetic legacy had been handed down to her. Kat squeezed his hand. “That is information, Andrew.”

  “Helpful information,” he growled.

  Kat drew in a breath, deep enough that the cold air burned her lungs. “Give us something. Something that satisfies him that you’re not trying to take advantage of me. Then we can go somewhere safer to talk.”

  The woman nodded and reached into her pocket, jerking when Andrew’s growl grew in volume. “Just this. Your mother gave it to me to hide.” She pulled out a small brass key and held it out to Kat. “Safe deposit box at Winchester Bank & Tru—” A high-pitched whine filled Kat’s ears a moment before red bloomed on the front of the woman’s shirt.

  Kat’s fingers clutched tight around the key, an instinctive reaction to pain she didn’t notice until the woman started to fall.

  Andrew grabbed Kat before the body hit the ground.

  The world shattered into agony. Callum’s ruthless training kept the synesthesia in place while her mind fractured. Her arm throbbed, worse when Andrew began to move.

  She stumbled along next to him because there wasn’t a choice. Her feet remembered how to move, which was good because the rest of her was replaying the scene over and over again.